Me, God and DEATH!!!

I am reading a book called "Many lives, many masters" ...and my head is all about "life after death" stuff. So last night after reading a fascinating part i vented out all the highly charged up emotions in my diary. I have never thought or wrote about such a natural and inevitable phenomenon of our life... Death . So these are words from my diary. Forgive my overly informal language....it was intense and would love to share that intense pure version; have made some modifications though. So today we are going to talk about death! Its really not making me feel horrible. More of a mixed feelings i guess. I mean...who love to leave everything and everyone they have ever known and leave without knowing what's next.It should have been an exciting experience like in any other situation where we can't just predict what lies ahead.But death brings anxiety, intense fear...not curiosity or anticipation! Some people claiming to have divine connection talk about ...