Silent Speaker

Today I completed watching one of the most spectacular series ever made "Six Feet Under". This series had me glued since episode 1. I loved the way each character was opened up and the way in which dynamic effects that everyday events have on us was captured simplistically. Yet left me pondering over it for days. I related to each of the character at some point of time. I am a big fan of darkness of human emotions, mystery, death and blood. But Six Feet Under defitely had more than death. It accepted death as everyday affair and potrayed fragility of humans and life in general. Each episode began with death and each season began with birth of new outlook of each chracter. The Finale though is the most favorite part of the entire series. Youngest in the family,Clair Fisher drives to New York to begin her new life. The unspeakable emotions she feels before leaving her house left me numb. Even though she hated most of her life in the house, she took a part of it with he...

Now a days I look in the mirror every morning. And I could not recognize this person that I see. She looks just like me. Her face cut, her hairstyle, her unkempt eyebrows. Everything is just like me. The thing that made this girl a stranger is...her eyes. I could not make out the color, the depth...almost hollow eyes. Eyes harboring immense fear. Coming months are going to be the turning point, the decision phase of my life. What I choose in this time to come, would hugely influence what I shall turn out to be. Degree college has ended. I shall receive degree. Leave my old happy go lucky attitude towards life and venture out. There is no time to even stop and feel the post-college emptiness. Such is the wide and captivating presence of the future to come. I positively feel fear. I could affirmatively label this feeling as fear. Fear of what? This has no definite answer. Fear of launching out, fear of fulfilling my ambition, fear of fitting in, fear of standing firm as a adult an...