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My mind is taking a turn…for better or for worse? That answer the future is given. My life is as grammatically structure-less as the sentence before this one. In chaos and uncertainty, I struggle to keep my proverbial “shit” together. Right now, I am struggling for the future that I want to have, and yet in this realm of what I call a “lifeless life” that I live right now…I cannot see my north star that I am suppose to reach. Well “suppose” is an arguably arguable word in my case. I am old enough to “go” get a life I want and yet there is this other part of me which I believe is my rational self who, time and again says that , “Do this or you will regret it forever”. I really have to meet this other self who always have a says in every says that I want to say about life. Huh…I thought I would be a star and in a prime of my life when I begin my 20’s. Look at me now! Already 2 years past my ...